सम रंदोम stuff

moving

tomorrow im moving to Beverly to go to school but this is it what i've been up to. I'm so nervous, I hope i do well and make friends.

so fast

hey wow
Everything is happening so fast, I mean i'll be in collage in one month! I fear leaving everything behind, but i do want a new start. Anyway, life is going ok. I'm having friendship trouble again, those always seem to happen around this time of year. Oh and i got my lappy in. Its a red gateway, I hope it will be enough fo school.

hey there

Yea I'm kind of and I don't have anything to do. So I thouht hey I should write in my blog. Although I don't have much to write about. Ummm...I might get a secound job at a bowling ally. That would be fun.
About this picture, I'm not really sad-for those who care, it was just raining when i created it.

oh boy

and really I mean oh boy. cause i actually drew a boy =]
SO not much going on, all that free time i had to draw has disappeared, but that will change when I get my laptop, which can be found here. Other then that i was commissioned on gaiaonline, which is quite strange because I never go on or talk to people.

Stuck =]

hello, currently I am stuck at my boyfriend's house because a thunderstorm. I feel bad though because he needs to get to bed because he has finals tomorrow. And I'm here bothering him.
I'm actually a little bit bored so I thought might upload this.
Its Nova Star =]
She's a strange one. I mean who else rides a flying manta ray?

Line in the sand?

Besides for updating my blog layout. Although pink isn't really me, but a change doesn't seem so bad.
I finished the fishy girl.
Um what else?
Oh yeah, I turn 18 in seven days. all I can think of is the Ring "Seven Days" kanda funny I know.
ALso I gots a new phone a blackberry pearl, i get free internet for one month and unlimited texting. I 'm looking for some cool themes for it, though i already downloaded The Wonder Pet's sonf, "The phone is ringing"

I also think I might go back and delete my whiny blog posts. I'm too embarrassed to look at them any more.
I'm curently working on that other image I posted today -its one of mt favorites o f recent.
Two more things. One: Zox is an awesome band that i've been listening to since the 8th grade, and their third album, Line in the Sand, came out not too long ago and you should listen to it.

Lastly my question to myself that I'm trying to answer is "Who am I? And why am I hiding myself? So I want to ask "Who are you? And are you hiding too?"

You said you can’t keep on running forever
Love is the only forever 

I'll will wait for you

updates?
finished Ursala's daughter. Came a good, better then usual.
so this what i'm up to now
my friend crystal drew it me.
Yeah so i need a new deviantart, since MikinoNova was hacked, and I doubt I'm getting it back.

Lately I've been so blah.
I want to go outside, all this rain is really bringing me down.

whats up with this grad?

so what have i been up to?
Well i gradurated from high school, forgot how to count and learning how to draw....again.
Next year i begin college at Montserrat, not my number one art school, but they excepted me first, so they got stuck with me.
Oh yeah, I'm reinventing myself-sortof. Becoming someone new as always. Someone better.


Lastly, I realized that i leave behind nothing, to my high school. The only people that i miss at Leicester High are teachers-maybe. Everyone else i'll always have with me.

I don't regret anything. Losing or gaining friendships. It all helped me become the happy(for the most part) dork i am today.
I still don't have a name for Ursula's daughter, a hip little cecaelia. maybe Fishy Chicky?

hows vaction from this emo kid been?

I recently remembered that i had a blog here, and when i went back and read all of my three posts (because it was invaded by my boyfriend) I realized how miserable I was. I think i was stressed now,in the present, and then i remember how stressed and just miserable I was back then. St first reading those entries was like picking the scab of and old wound, painful. It brought all things i wanted to forget and my eyes filled with tears.

Then i looked underneath the scab and i realized that even though my skin is still pink and swollen, I am healing. I've made noticeable improvement, at least i think so. Yea i still end up crying most days, but not as long and not as deep. I still feel angry at myself and i still feel selfish, but maybe a little bit of those feelings are necessary.

Anyway, i'm posting it to say I'm defiantly not that person who posted those entries anymore. I guess it took this journal(no matter how embarrassing) to show me how much more happy I've become.
When i look back i'm so glad that I no longer talk to Jon and that i've found other people to open up to. Now I have Michelle B and even Jess, to help me. I also have the one person that helped my heeling the most, and practically saved my life, Vinny.